so unorganized!!

I have never been really organized. I try and try, but it just seems like I always have a mess. I would like to buy totes and totes, but I don't really have any place to put them, and I'm not sure how long I would use them. Does anyone else suffer the way that I do?? It seems like I get organized, and then when I need something that is organized, its amazing, poof!!, everything else get unorganized too, and then I start all over again. I think some of it though, is we have three closets as our storage and that is it. So just think, baby stuff (which turns out to be a lot!), camping gear (including chairs, tent and cooking stuff), coats, clothing, shoes (and totes with shoes), books, games, sewing machine, material, pillow, blankets, sooooo now you see, you try to fit that all into a one bedroom apartment with little storage!! I think it would be nice to have a book case but unfortunately we haven't boughten one yet.

Okay onto other things.

Yesterday Ryan had a job interview at a bank. What he thought was for an intern only (from Jan. to May) turns out they want to hire him on full-time when he's done graduated (in Dec.) We are at the point of many decisions, sometimes it seems overwhelming. Ryan has had a couple other job offers, but I'm not sure any of them feel right. Ryan I think could talk himself into and out of, doing any of these jobs. They all have good and bad things about them. Soo if you think of us, throw up a prayer or two for us. I'll keep you posted on where we're going next - because we will be moving by Jan. just not sure where yet.

Okay dokey, I better run, if any of you check my other website, I posted a new :)
http://melissadunham.myknet.org/
check us out.
Melissa

I'm an Aunite

I wish I could be there! I would love to see this little guy, the pictures that Derek has posted are sooo cute!! Elise called yesterday and it was good to talk to her she said it was bearable, man I wish I could have said that :) I kept getting choked up everytime I heard her little guy squeek, awww, so cute.

We're home now just hanging out. I guess I'm not sure what else to say. Ryan is doing well in school, its nice to have him home in the mornings for a bit, he doesn't start school till 10am. Emma has been sick this week lots of snot,yuck! This is the first time she is sick though in over a year, so I guess I can't complain. I'm not sure if you know but I'm expecting number 2, and I'm feeling better this week, last week I was pretty nauseated around meals mainly but this week is better. I know this pregnancy hasn't hit me yet, its hard these first few months when you don't see or feel anything. I keep thinking am I going to be able to do this? two? Ryan says ready or not we don't have a choice now :) Its okay, I think its just process I need to go through. Ryan really wishes it would be two, (but I'm pretty sure its not) I'm not sure why he would like that.

Today, okay actually its been this week, I've been doing alot of cleaning. This morning we (Emma followed me around) vaccumed, and dusted (I hate dusting) and I'm washing the stoller cover. It was hard to get it off I sure hope its not going to be to hard to put back together. Even if it was I guess it will be worth it, nice and clean, mmm!

Well Rhon, not sure what else to tell you, I'm pretty sure you are the only one who reads my stuff. Thanks for dropping in. It will be fun to see you and the family at the wedding. Kim has asked me to do the little girls hair, not sure how that is going to go yet. Hope your flights and travels go alright. HOw many more days till you leave? Are you excited about coming home? Well I should get going, Have a great day .
Melissa